Remind me.. why am I doing this again?

Ughh.. JOB.
Here I am again, ranting about this JOB.
Why am I doing this again?
Oh I remember... got bills to pay. Yuck!

I wake up to start my day, dragging myself to work.
Driving to work, dealing with the daily traffic.
Arriving in the office without the tiniest excitement in my eyes.
Getting stressed with people at work that are really trying my patience.
Dealing with the daily chaos.
Going home very tired.
Sleeping with all problems at work haunting me as I sleep.
Then, waking up to start this vicious cycle all over again.
From Monday to Friday, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year, for about 7 years now.

Am I good with what I do at work?
Sure, I am.  I'm the best.
But do I enjoy doing it?
Absolutely not.

I envy people who enjoys their work as if it's a hobby or a passion instead of just a JOB.
Why can't I do that?
Hmm... let's see..

To start with, do I have a hobby? Answer:  None really, I think.
Am I passionate about anything? Answer: Hmm.. Not sure.
There you have it.  I'm stuck in nowhere.
Not happy where I am, but don't know where else to go.

Oh, man... I really need to know myself better.
Maybe meditation will help... ?
Awww... :-(